Change...not always a good thing. 8-15-09
Posted by Kaylyn James Evans on Thursday, April 21, 2011
Kelsia had been sitting outside her brothers home in Delran New Jersey for over an hour and still did not move from the truck. Her brother Donta had called twice already and both times she had said she was close. The whole family was meeting for their weekly Tuesday dinner and the last thing Kelsia had expected was to sit in her truck when she pulled up. Somehow seeing Tony's car sitting in the driveway put her at a standstill. She did not even think about Tony and Adrean being there. Then again... why wouldn't they be? They were after all like family. Fingers tapped idle at the steering wheel. She was glad she had decided on using her own camera instead of getting the camera crew to meet her. More so when she pulled up and just decided to sit in the truck instead.
Dark tresses fell in front of her face as her forehead came down to smack against the steering wheel. She rested there for a few moments before she heard her phone ringing once more. Turning her head slightly she lifted her phone to where she could see who was calling before hitting thespeaker button so she could talk to her brother who was calling for the third time this day.
Donta: "Kels, where are you?"
Kelsia: "I am almost there. I should be pulling up in the next five minutes. Sorry for the wait."
She took a deep breath and sat back against the cushion once more. Her head seemed to just roll along her neck before she got it to relax against the back of the drivers side seat.
Donta: "That's funny. I have called three times now and you gave me the same reply each time. Not to mention that the first time I called, and each time since you have been sitting right outside the house."
Kelsia froze hearing this. S-censor-t! He had seen her sitting outside the house this whole time?! She then realized her brother was still talking to her.
Donta: "Yes, I looked out the window and I see you are still just sitting there now."
At his words she looked over towards the house at the empty window... well he was not watching her now at least.
Kelsia: "Look, If I would have known...." She stopped talking and a moment later when she did not start up again Donta came from the blind spot where he was standing and up to the door of the truck. Having hung up his phone he spoke to her once more.
Donta: "Look Kels. I am sure you knew they were going to be here. I don't know why you are being this way. They are family too and that's not going to change. Just come on in and get it over with."
Her hands came to form a steeple at her forehead before brushing back through her hair and those fingers gripped lightly at the strands within their grasp.
Kelsia: "Look.. I should not have come here." She stated before letting her hands fall once more. Donta was trying his hardest not to flip out on his sister right then and there but it was becoming quite difficult.
Donta: "Kels, I can not believe you. Family always meant something. Now that you are in ACW everything has changed for you. I understand you enjoy your work, but you can not let it change who you are."
Kelsia: "CHANGE WHO I AM?!" She asked raising her voice and turning to look at him before opening the door, which hit him in the process as she got out of the truck. "How the hell is it changing who I am? Because I don't want to associate with those two anymore? Screw this. I have more important things to do." She turned her back on her brother and was about to get back into the truck but he slammed the door shut on her.
Donta: "More important things to do? Like what another blind sided attack on someone? You were never about that. What is wrong with you anymore? You never used to let things phase you and now you are letting things consume you. Are you even worried about your match this week? Worried about what's going to happen to you in the ring, or out of it because of your actions?"
Kelsia: "You know what you have some f-censor-king nerve. Going to dictate to me now? Why because I am standing up for myself? I am making sure to stop the ones that caused the attack on me in my own home? Where were you when that happened Donta? Where were any of you? A call to see that I was alright is all I received. Screw that and screw you!"
Donta was trying his best to not raise his hand to her right about now. His hands were gripped tight and his jaw was clenched. A few deep breaths were taken from him before he went and continued to try and talk some sense into her.
Donta: "Kels, you have always been one to stand up for yourself but you are going about it the wrong way. The attack on Cynthia, and even on Tony and Adrean... what were you thinking?"
Kelsia: "If I recall correctly I did not attack Tony OR Adrean."
Donta: "Your right, you didn't! You just stood there and watched it happen then celebrated with those that attacked them. You need to get yourself together really. You still have not answered me. Are you ready for what might happen to you this weekend? You already got a gift from Momma Cross and lord knows what might happen when you get in the ring, or against anyone else for that matter."
Kelsia: "Don't you worry about what I do and what happens to me. I really need to go, I have somewhere to be. I have things to do before going to the show this weekend. Send my lose to Mom."
She turned her back to him again and went to open the truck door and when Donta went to stop her she shoved him back demanding that he stay out of her way. Giving him one last look after she got into the truck she shook her head before pulling off and driving away. Somewhere along that ride Kelsia had forgotten that the camera was even there and she was talking aloud in the truck. Her thoughts needed to be heard... even if by no one.
"Arrogance knows no bounds? The nerve of that half a-censor-sed Cross to talk about arrogance. Hell I know what I am capable of. I will show him that this Sunday. That whole family is trying to stir me up and I am fed up with it. Splash of realism, he better realize that this is all real. The pain that will come to him Sunday will be all real. What happened to Cynthia was all real. He can run his mouth all he want's but I will not let him get to me. Saying how I don't listen. I heard him loud and clear, just because I think he is full o'crap don't mean I am not listening to him. He even admitted that he knew why I attacked Cynthia, and I can see why he wants some retribution, but to hell with this. No matter what happens this Sunday... the whole Cross family will be on the lookout for Kelsia Vector."
She was not paying mind to where she was driving and when she looked up she swerved to get back onto the road. The first thing that popped into her head was the package that Momma Cross had sent her. The women jinxed her once more. Kelsia never forgot what happened the first time she pissed Momma Cross off and she was not going to be able to forget it now. One would think Kelsia would have tossed the doll in the trash... no after getting over the shock of it she went and placed it right on her entertainment center so every time she sits there to watch a promotion she could see that and remember what she was up against.
"Damon trying to be a white knight. Sticking his nose into things that have nothing to do with him. Alexa got what she asked for, and it is far from over." Kelsia got a smirk on her face thinking about the journey she was going on right now. "Oh yes she will get hers. This Damon Cross though... he really should have kept himself out of the whole situation. If I have things my way I will see him one on one in that ring in due time. Talking about my kind of living. He acts like he knows who the f-censor-k I am. No clue.... nobody really knows Kelsia Vector. But they will... by god they will. Everything will play out in time and they will fear me. Eye for an eye... he said it himself so when it comes back to haunt him.. not my problem."
Her focus was staying on the road. Thankfully she knew exactly where she was picking Uria up so that would make things a little easier on her. "He thinks he can teach me a lesson. Thinks he can change Kelsia? HA! Bastard has a better chance of getting the Gold around his waist then changing me. NO ONE changes Kelsia. NO ONE gets in my way and gets away with it. Never have. Never will. He thinks he knows what is going on in my head... what goes on in my head would frighten the hell out of him. There was one thing he was right about though... the pain. I will enjoy it. Remembering the pain one brings to you is the best thing ever. It makes for hell when you bring it back at them later down the line when they think all is fine and dandy. He can whip me all he wants... but there will be hell to pay in the end... and not for me."
"The nerve of him to bring my father into this. Once more showing he knows nothing about me. My father is a dead beat. I was lucky for my poppa to take after me as if I was his own. Should of beat my rear he says? He better beat me, and beat me hard if he expects me to even consider changing my ways. Even then its not going to happen. Does he know he is wasting his time?!"
She shook her head as she pulled off the next exit tocontinue the ride to her destination. She stayed quiet for some time before her phone went off with a text message. Looking it over she read it aloud. "Can't hide from us forever. No worries we will be seeing you soon enough.. Tony." Closing the phone she tossed it to the passenger side seat before continuing. "Be seeing you soon enough? Not if I have any say in the matter. Kelsia never forgets... she might forgive but NEVER forgets. Damon better come to realize this as well. He talks about jokes. I have no jokes for him. But it seems that is all he is full of. Bad jokes and hot air. Nerve of him asking about that package that was sent to me. I bet the whole Cross family had a good ol' laugh about it. Damon can think that whatever he does to me will end what comes to Cynthia next... but that is far from the truth. She is history and when she comes back, I will make sure to put her out again. Streak ending or not. I can start it anew."
Again she got quiet for some time before she got close to picking up Uria. She was at a loss for words, so she would have to worry about saying more at another time.
Dark tresses fell in front of her face as her forehead came down to smack against the steering wheel. She rested there for a few moments before she heard her phone ringing once more. Turning her head slightly she lifted her phone to where she could see who was calling before hitting the
Donta: "Kels, where are you?"
Kelsia: "I am almost there. I should be pulling up in the next five minutes. Sorry for the wait."
She took a deep breath and sat back against the cushion once more. Her head seemed to just roll along her neck before she got it to relax against the back of the drivers side seat.
Donta: "That's funny. I have called three times now and you gave me the same reply each time. Not to mention that the first time I called, and each time since you have been sitting right outside the house."
Kelsia froze hearing this. S-censor-t! He had seen her sitting outside the house this whole time?! She then realized her brother was still talking to her.
Donta: "Yes, I looked out the window and I see you are still just sitting there now."
At his words she looked over towards the house at the empty window... well he was not watching her now at least.
Kelsia: "Look, If I would have known...." She stopped talking and a moment later when she did not start up again Donta came from the blind spot where he was standing and up to the door of the truck. Having hung up his phone he spoke to her once more.
Donta: "Look Kels. I am sure you knew they were going to be here. I don't know why you are being this way. They are family too and that's not going to change. Just come on in and get it over with."
Her hands came to form a steeple at her forehead before brushing back through her hair and those fingers gripped lightly at the strands within their grasp.
Kelsia: "Look.. I should not have come here." She stated before letting her hands fall once more. Donta was trying his hardest not to flip out on his sister right then and there but it was becoming quite difficult.
Donta: "Kels, I can not believe you. Family always meant something. Now that you are in ACW everything has changed for you. I understand you enjoy your work, but you can not let it change who you are."
Kelsia: "CHANGE WHO I AM?!" She asked raising her voice and turning to look at him before opening the door, which hit him in the process as she got out of the truck. "How the hell is it changing who I am? Because I don't want to associate with those two anymore? Screw this. I have more important things to do." She turned her back on her brother and was about to get back into the truck but he slammed the door shut on her.
Donta: "More important things to do? Like what another blind sided attack on someone? You were never about that. What is wrong with you anymore? You never used to let things phase you and now you are letting things consume you. Are you even worried about your match this week? Worried about what's going to happen to you in the ring, or out of it because of your actions?"
Kelsia: "You know what you have some f-censor-king nerve. Going to dictate to me now? Why because I am standing up for myself? I am making sure to stop the ones that caused the attack on me in my own home? Where were you when that happened Donta? Where were any of you? A call to see that I was alright is all I received. Screw that and screw you!"
Donta was trying his best to not raise his hand to her right about now. His hands were gripped tight and his jaw was clenched. A few deep breaths were taken from him before he went and continued to try and talk some sense into her.
Donta: "Kels, you have always been one to stand up for yourself but you are going about it the wrong way. The attack on Cynthia, and even on Tony and Adrean... what were you thinking?"
Kelsia: "If I recall correctly I did not attack Tony OR Adrean."
Donta: "Your right, you didn't! You just stood there and watched it happen then celebrated with those that attacked them. You need to get yourself together really. You still have not answered me. Are you ready for what might happen to you this weekend? You already got a gift from Momma Cross and lord knows what might happen when you get in the ring, or against anyone else for that matter."
Kelsia: "Don't you worry about what I do and what happens to me. I really need to go, I have somewhere to be. I have things to do before going to the show this weekend. Send my lose to Mom."
She turned her back to him again and went to open the truck door and when Donta went to stop her she shoved him back demanding that he stay out of her way. Giving him one last look after she got into the truck she shook her head before pulling off and driving away. Somewhere along that ride Kelsia had forgotten that the camera was even there and she was talking aloud in the truck. Her thoughts needed to be heard... even if by no one.
"Arrogance knows no bounds? The nerve of that half a-censor-sed Cross to talk about arrogance. Hell I know what I am capable of. I will show him that this Sunday. That whole family is trying to stir me up and I am fed up with it. Splash of realism, he better realize that this is all real. The pain that will come to him Sunday will be all real. What happened to Cynthia was all real. He can run his mouth all he want's but I will not let him get to me. Saying how I don't listen. I heard him loud and clear, just because I think he is full o'crap don't mean I am not listening to him. He even admitted that he knew why I attacked Cynthia, and I can see why he wants some retribution, but to hell with this. No matter what happens this Sunday... the whole Cross family will be on the lookout for Kelsia Vector."
She was not paying mind to where she was driving and when she looked up she swerved to get back onto the road. The first thing that popped into her head was the package that Momma Cross had sent her. The women jinxed her once more. Kelsia never forgot what happened the first time she pissed Momma Cross off and she was not going to be able to forget it now. One would think Kelsia would have tossed the doll in the trash... no after getting over the shock of it she went and placed it right on her entertainment center so every time she sits there to watch a promotion she could see that and remember what she was up against.
"Damon trying to be a white knight. Sticking his nose into things that have nothing to do with him. Alexa got what she asked for, and it is far from over." Kelsia got a smirk on her face thinking about the journey she was going on right now. "Oh yes she will get hers. This Damon Cross though... he really should have kept himself out of the whole situation. If I have things my way I will see him one on one in that ring in due time. Talking about my kind of living. He acts like he knows who the f-censor-k I am. No clue.... nobody really knows Kelsia Vector. But they will... by god they will. Everything will play out in time and they will fear me. Eye for an eye... he said it himself so when it comes back to haunt him.. not my problem."
Her focus was staying on the road. Thankfully she knew exactly where she was picking Uria up so that would make things a little easier on her. "He thinks he can teach me a lesson. Thinks he can change Kelsia? HA! Bastard has a better chance of getting the Gold around his waist then changing me. NO ONE changes Kelsia. NO ONE gets in my way and gets away with it. Never have. Never will. He thinks he knows what is going on in my head... what goes on in my head would frighten the hell out of him. There was one thing he was right about though... the pain. I will enjoy it. Remembering the pain one brings to you is the best thing ever. It makes for hell when you bring it back at them later down the line when they think all is fine and dandy. He can whip me all he wants... but there will be hell to pay in the end... and not for me."
"The nerve of him to bring my father into this. Once more showing he knows nothing about me. My father is a dead beat. I was lucky for my poppa to take after me as if I was his own. Should of beat my rear he says? He better beat me, and beat me hard if he expects me to even consider changing my ways. Even then its not going to happen. Does he know he is wasting his time?!"
She shook her head as she pulled off the next exit to
Again she got quiet for some time before she got close to picking up Uria. She was at a loss for words, so she would have to worry about saying more at another time.