Submerged into darkness, only the words Kaylyn is saying can be heard coming through from the distance.

“The shadows. They are a good place for people to hide. Some hide in them, and others become them. My opponent this week has become a shadow of his brother. He came to this business with a purpose, he wanted to expose the world to who his brother really was... and what has he done since? Helped to build this pedal stool that Jake has been standing on. 

We both have had to battle against the...

Things change inside ones head when they are broken. Once one becomes broken, it only takes little time and patience to reprogram them... and that is exactly what happened with Kaylyn. No sooner did her match with Legion end did she find herself broken and caving to their will. By the time she made it backstage she was already being reprogrammed, and it only continued from there. Her new sense of life and meaning was shown as she and Legion invaded the tag team champions and sent a message. S...

OOC: Sorry it's not long, or the best.. this window in my room is about to blow in. I put two dressers in front of it and they are pushing away as well. I need to get out of here before it decides to fly at me.

A week ago.

"Over here!"

The two words were yelled by a male voice as he directed others to where Kaylyn had washed up onto shore. The male knelt down and placed his fingers to the neck of the brunette.

"Is there a pulse?" Asked by one of the others as they started to join him.

"Yeah, the...

This week I find myself being booked against a newer talent. Not only am I going against a newer talent but I am at the opening of the show.... how fucking wrong is that? Have I gotten that bad recently that I am now an opener? I am not okay with that. I might have some things going on that have me a little fucked up but its not enough to distract me from what matters... and that is my career. I have put many things on hold... like a life outside of the business, just so I could get to where ...

Kaylyn laid there relaxing as the hand of another continued to run through her hair keeping her calm. Each stroke relaxed her even more and she closed her eyes as she spoke.

"I don't know what to make of any of this. I think I need to just forget everything and get back to how I was when I first entered the business. I had my head on straight. I was able to keep my focus. Biggest thing of all.. I didn't have dolls and children to worry about. At the same time... I had someone to talk to back t...

Knuckles were white as a ghost as Kaylyn stood there gripping the edge of the bathroom sink while staring into the mirror in front of her. Rocking back and forth with her head twitching every few seconds almost seeming to be coming naturally. Her brown locks hung ragged around her face looking like they were soaked in grease, and her expression was a blank stare. She stood there silent for a long time.

Silence.

Silence.

Silence.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

Kaylyn's hands rose t...

Kaylyn laid there with her eyes closed in a deep sleep. Little by little she started to wince, her eyes closing tighter and tighter as a tear pushed past her closed eye slits. Her body turned from left to right as she struggled in her sleep, her struggle both from the pain and restraints.

"Stop! No! Please! Make it stop!!"

Kaylyn's eyes opened wide, terror shown clearly in them. She had not gotten much sleep at all, and when she finally did... this is what happened. Looking down to her stomach ...

There comes a time in everyone's life when they finally say that they have had enough... and Kaylyn was getting to that point before she even realized what was going on. Sitting in the corner of the room, with her arms wrapped around her knees rocking back and forth staring into the distance had become an all day every day thing lately and she didn't even realize she was doing it.

"Can't let it happen. Wont let him do it. They can't. Wont."

Her eyes seemed bloodshot, and her hair was unkept and...

I can't do this any more. I mean... I feel like I am out of my element. I feel like my time as a wrestler has come to an end. It's the same old song and dance week in and week out, and nothing is changing. I am not growing... if anything, I am getting weaker. I should be growing in the ring, I should be learning from my mistakes and getting back into the ring able to overcome my opponents the next time around... and that's just not how it works.

This week... I go against Neville... someone I h...

Kaylyn might not have been at Warzone last week, but she did indeed watch everything from the comfort of her room. She seen her opponents debut, and seen the challenge made by Neville. Everything about the show was a laugh to her. Even watching DDT taking out Corvin was entertaining.. but right now, she was anything but entertained.

"Will you shut it! I need to think."

"I can help you."

"You are staying put come Warzone. I refuse to bring you there this week."

"Do you doubt me?"

"No damn it. I do...

"If there is one thing I can not stop thinking about, its what happened at World Wide Wrestling. When Neville Sheldon knocked on my door, and wanted to be the bigger man...." 

The laugh of Kaylyn could be heard, and it was evident the man she was speaking of was nothing but a joke to her.

"..Sorry, got lost for a moment. There is nothing about Neville that is big. Anyway, him wanting to bury the hatchet, and put everything behind us.... please. Did he seriously think some shit like that would w...

"For him to think for one second that what I was saying was the truth, just goes to show how stupid he really is. I mean come on.... use some common sense."

Kaylyn sat there laughing for a moment before pressing pause on the remote stopping the replay of Warzone. Messing with Neville Sheldon's head before his match was so worth it. Him making it back and winning or not didn't even matter, the fact that she got to him in the first place was enough for her to be satisfied. Sitting up, she pushed...

It has been a hell of a week. Highs and lows but none of it seemed to matter to Kaylyn. She had other things on her mind... Like her next fix. Late night it was, and Kay stood there leaning against her blue dodge as she awaited the one bringing the stuff. Placing her foot on the tire behind her, she pulled out her phone checking the time.

"Fucking idiots, they are never on time. I swear the next man to make a comment about a woman being later..."

Kay sighed and shook her head before pacing back...

OOC: Once more, Welcome back Mikey! Just as I did in the past, I am making it known from day one all over again, that its all in character, and I don't hate you at all <3 Good luck this week, I had a fun time.

Kaylyn had no shame as she walked down the street holding a doll in her hands while shopping. No looks that came her way got attention from her what so ever.

"I think I want some candy."

What do you need candy for? Don't you think you are hyper enough?

"What does hyper have anything to do...

"Such a big night coming up. Everyone in the ring to play all together! I can't wait!"

"It's not to play... its to see who the last one standing will be."

"Exactly, play! Flag football! Last one standing gets it all!"

"When did wrestling become football?"

"Gosh, its just something I said. Can you chill out for a minute? Think about it... Flag football everyone goes after one another to get the flag and take the person out... SS, it's everyone going after one another to take them out. I know exact...

Kaylyn was seen jumping up and down throwing a tantrum.

"I don't want to. No no no no no! I beat him last week! I don't want to get into the ring with him again! THIS IS NOT FAIR!"

"Stop acting like a child, you're an embarrassment." 

Kay stopped and turned around crossing her arms over her chest to look at her partner in crime.

"I didn't ask you for your opinion, so shut it."

"What do you think Sarah will say when she finds out her partner is a baby?"

Kaylyns foot came to stomp on the ground firml...

OOC: Anything in quotes, and italic, can not be heard by anyone other than Kaylyn, keep that in mind when reading everything below. Good luck Vulnero. <3

After that kick to the head at Gears of War.... Kaylyn was not feeling right anymore. Than again... maybe she was better than ever. Only time would tell...

"Ready.... Set... GO!"

Kaylyn's voice was heard as the scene opened up outside a log cabin in the woods. From what we see, everything looks empty.. but her voice had been heard, so she ha...

"So this is what it's all coming down to. Seven on Seven. Gears of War. IWF verse... The Syndicate.

I have been sitting back listening to what people have been saying. Watching what people have been doing. Quite frankly, it makes me sick.

Some sit there spouting off at the mouth saying how Lance Norman is controlling everyone on his team, but in reality, that is far from the truth. I can not speak for everyone else, but I can speak for myself, and me... I don't do anything for LANCE. I never ha...

I rolled over onto my stomach and pulled the pillow over my head trying to block out the sound of the phone next to my bed ringing non-stop. This was the third call within five minutes and I did not plan to answer it. I groaned as I waited for the machine to pick up the call, but hearing the message was not what I wanted either.

“Kay! I know you’re there. Stop ignoring the calls and answer. The last time anyone heard from you was when mom and dad visited you in New York. Since then you mov...

“What the fuck is going on here?”

I didn’t even realize I screamed that out until a few eyes looked my way in the park. Whoops? I guess someone sitting on the bench alone screaming out would seem a little odd. I smiled softly before getting to a stand and following the path that was leading into the woods. At least in here I could talk to myself without everyone looking at me strangely.

“Not only did that bastard get Heather to turn her back on me… But… Chase joining The Syndicate?!...

Tyler and I went looking for apartments today… the second I fell in love with one he was all for being there with me… I turned the page after reading that much, shaking the memory away.

He became the World Heavyweight Champion. I am so proud of him. Another quick turn of the pages.

He is starting to change and I am not sure if I like the path he is taking business wise. I need to step away… Once again I turned the pages before going to the last entry made just a week ago.

I really did it. ...

Even after my tantrum at the arena yesterday, I was unable to calm down. Sure Lance said he was going to step into the ring against Tyler, and I was set to be the special guest referee, but I was still not happy about the bullshit from Warzone. Maybe if I had broken something of Tylers, and not everything of my own, it would have made me calm down faster, sadly.. everything I had from him was not here with me now. Sure most people get rid of things from their ex after they split, but me… I ...

Over the years, many things have changed for me. It was only when my career as a wrestler started that I started to really show my true colors… so I have been told.

That nice little girl that everyone knew was now long gone… but I have not changed as drastically as some. I have always been a bitch, and will always BE a bitch. That will never change…. and right now… the bitch in me is needing to be seen more often.

“What’s wrong? I know that look…”

I rolled my eyes as I sat out b...

-Blog-

The pain I am feeling right now is beyond anything I have felt before. However, it’s not the pain from what went through in the match that is getting to me… No, its what happened at the pay-per-view in whole. I can’t shake what I watched happen on the screen. How in the hell did this happen?

The weather was still pretty nice, and I was taking advantage of it. Short jean shorts, and a black tank top which had the word Bitch written across it was my attire, along with my favorite Re...

Pacing back and forth is not really what I should have been doing. After all, with having my head slammed into with a microphone I was in pain right now. However as I was watching this weeks Warzone I stared at the screen while pacing never taking myeyes away from the television. Watching while I walked down the ramp alongside Rain, sliding into the ring. The second Rain started to talk my fist clenched and unclenched non stop. When Tyler came out onto the stage I calmed down for a moment, be...

-After Warzone-

Warzone seemed to end too fast for me this week. After the show went off the air I found myself sitting there unable to move. Did I really just do that? Did I really sell myself for a win? I had no intentions to sleep with Chase, none what so ever.. and now I find myself in a spot that I was not looking to be in. I made a deal… and I am not one to go back on my word. Wait… I never said when I would sleep with him. That there is the key. It will be done… but first… he ne...

What the hell were they thinking when booking the card this week? That’s the only thought that was running through Kaylyn’s mind as she seen herself going up against her client Chase Soverign. This was not something she seen coming at all, and it was not something she wanted to get into. Hell, she had enough to worry about after coming face to face with Deruty on Warzone. Never did she have a problem with Deruty, but if he didn’t take no for an answer regarding his request for her to jo...

“Why might I have wasted time away from the ring for someone so… well… Chase…?”  She stated looking over her shoulder and shaking her head while she watched Chase sitting there on the couch, and getting his fix for the day.. or maybe the hour, she lost track or it really. “Simply put… he needed a helping hand.”

“I knew you would come around!” Chase yelled as he sat up excitedly and quickly lifted himself from the couch enough to drop his pants.

“Wait what?” Kay stated be...

“Kay.”

I was staring at my brother, but not hearing a word he was saying. My mind was elsewhere, and this time.. I couldn’t stop my train of thoughts. I was a sore loser. That’s what it looked like by me attacking Corey Black after our match was complete. How could I do that to someone I care about. Wait… cared about. No, who am I kidding. I was right the first time. Fucking hell. What was I going to do? How did my thoughts get back to Corey again? Oh right.. the drilling I had been ...

When the Ring King draft was done, I never expected my name to be within it. Hell… Ring King … that should have said it all. I guess not. Sure, I can hang with the men, and take some of them down, but really? Was this a joke!?

Not only that… but of all the people to have to go against… I was pulled to go against a drug and sex addict. Just my fucking luck! The last thing I wanted to do was be anywhere near Chase Sovereign, and now… I have to face him one on one in the ring. What the ...

I don’t know why I am doing this to myself. I have yet to figure that out. Why would I come back here of all places? Amusement parks are supposed to be fun… and they always were. Right now however… it’s anything but fun. I figured I could go on the Ferris Wheel and just look out at the lights and enjoy myself… and while looking out at everything lit up… while it cheers me… there is something dark sitting inside me wanting to ruin it all. I have got to get out of here… or at le...

The camera had been running for hours, yet Kaylyn couldn’t think of a word to say. The events of the previous weeks were one thing… but she must have been outright mad to demand a match against Corey Black at Frostbyte. What was the point? To prove to him that he could not get the best of her? Yeah, like that was it. After all, he got the best the last two weeks as he …. rather, Creeping Death… left her laying unconscious. 

“How the hell can I even think about stepping into the ring ...

“Ow, damn it, be careful!”

Kaylyn pulled her head away from the doctor who was examining her, and turned a cold stare in his direction. It had been one hell of a week for her, and it didn’t seem like it was going to stop any time soon.

“Is it fine or not? I don’t have time to sit here all day. I have a match to worry about damn it!”

Kaylyn had avoided the EMT’s like the plague while at the arena, and waited to see her doctor the day after. She would rather deal with him, and keep h...

What better way was there to forget everything that was going on around you than to drink it all away? Sure, it would all be there again after the alcohol wore off, but until then… Ah, the peace that was brought about… so worth it.

So… Dead End… was it what I thought it would be? Before I even think about that, I am going to go a little further back. These past few months that I have been in IWF have been something else. Good and bad, up and down. Its been a tough road, but no matter w...

Her eyes were closed tightly. The tears streaming down her face as she cried softly to herself. His weight above her was too much, that along with her hand being pinned over her head, had her unable to fight him off.

Kaylyn as a child: “Stop, please… I’m sorry, whatever I did.. I’m sorry.“

A breathless laugh was heard coming from the man, while he continued his assault upon her.

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Kaylyn tossed...

If there is one thing I never liked... It was wild cards, and that is exactly what I think when it comes to Ymir. Great asset, but of course... however, can he be trusted? Not likely. Tyler knows what he is doing, he always has... but this time, I am a bit skeptical. Trusting a man that degrades everyone he comes across? Trusting someone that can't be touched for the most part.... not a good strategy in my eyes.

Then again, guess with me walking out on the match, and him being in the match at ...