I can't do this any more. I mean... I feel like I am out of my element. I feel like my time as a wrestler has come to an end. It's the same old song and dance week in and week out, and nothing is changing. I am not growing... if anything, I am getting weaker. I should be growing in the ring, I should be learning from my mistakes and getting back into the ring able to overcome my opponents the next time around... and that's just not how it works.

This week... I go against Neville... someone I have been in the ring with many times before. Someone I should know how to defeat by now... and still... I find myself not knowing what to do to get a win. It's like everything has changed for me, and not for the better.

Neville and I have done this little song and dance once too many, and I am tired of it to be honest. He called me out though... so I accepted. I am never one to back down from a fight, and all should know that by now. You wanted one last battle, and you are getting it. I want nothing more after this from you Neville. I am quite frankly done when it comes to you.

You are like a leech Neville, you just stay there sucking the life out of someone until they have nothing left to give anymore. You have been here since the day I entered the federation, and you wont go away. It's not like I am even asking for you to leave the business, I just want you away from me completely. There is no need for my name to come out of your mouth at all let alone for you to look my way or speak to me.

You wondered why I never had anything nice to say when it comes to you, but you don't stop to think about how this all started do you? It all started when you opened your mouth thinking I was a little whore like some of the other bitches that have come around.... Just because one might be... doesn't mean we all are. The sooner you realize that, the better.

Our personal lives have nothing to do with this business, and what we do in the ring. If they did, most of us would not be here. To top it off, all these fuckers go around talking about STD this and that.... grow the fuck up and realize if any of that were true, I wouldn't be here today. I would have never been hired.  Guess it makes you boys feel superior though don't it. Have to talk some kind of trash and make me seem like a piece of shit before you step into the ring with me. Have to do anything you can because if I happen to get the win... you will need all that pre-boosting to help get past the loss to a female.

Sure I might not get many wins when in the ring, but shit happens. I am not going out there saying I will win it week in and week out either. I know I might not be near half as good as most here... but there is one thing... I keep coming back no matter what. I have courage. Spirit. And a hell of a lot of fight in me.

You want to get rid of me Neville? You will have to do a lot more than make a stipulation to keep me from going after the title. Sure, I might not be fighting you again any time soon.... but I wont be going anywhere. You might have put on your big boy pants and stopped yourself from attacking back last week... but that means nothing to me. Its one thing to put the big boy pants on, its another to keep them there. Lets see how long you can hold your fuse Neville. Lets see if you have it in you to stop that fire that is burning inside you from taking over and engulfing you in its flame.

How much energy would that take from you Neville? Have you thought about that at all? You want to keep your cool but that will take a lot of energy out of you. You have to wonder if it's best to do that. Is it really worth putting all that energy into keeping your cool and not lashing out, when you could use it fighting me instead.

I know that cast shot to the head isn't all you had in you. I know its not enough to take out all the frustrations of me putting you in that cast in the first place. I am begging you Neville.... please.... give me your best shot. Don't hold anything back and give it your all. Give me the punishment you believe I deserve. Or wait.... are you not man enough to do that?

We all know you are man enough to hit a woman, so step up and do it again. I really want you to bring everything you got to the ring with you. I don't want you to say you didn't give it your all, or think that I didn't give it mine either. This here... is the match that ends it all for a long time to come. After this.... we are done. There will be no more Neville verses Kaylyn. When I see you, I don't plan to acknowledge you, and I pray you do the same.

The end of this is here Neville.... and whoever walks out with the Warzone title on their waste has bested us in the end. Whether it be you or me... I don't want to see you again... and if you decide to get in my way.... Good Luck Neville. You will fucking need it.  Step in the ring and be ready for a battle to the finish. It's now game over.