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Child's Play 11-11-12

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:43:17 +0100

Submerged into darkness, only the words Kaylyn is saying can be heard coming through from the distance.

“The shadows. They are a good place for people to hide. Some hide in them, and others become them. My opponent this week has become a shadow of his brother. He came to this business with a purpose, he wanted to expose the world to who his brother really was... and what has he done since? Helped to build this pedal stool that Jake has been standing on.

We both have had to battle against the shadows Jack, but there are many differences with our battles as well.

You have chosen to be the shadow Jack. You have been doing nothing with your life, your career, unless it helps Jake out. You have put your life in harms way many times to help him out. You are doing everything in your power to better Jake, and all you are doing is making a fool of yourself in the process.

Where did helping him at Hallowed Ground get you? In a world of pain? And Jake without the title still even with your help. You are pathetic Jack, and you probably know it. Instead of changing things up and doing things for you... you continue to live in Jake's shadow. If he would have became the champion what would that have done for you? Made you his bitch boy? You are not even side kick worthy Jack. You are the one he uses day in and day out to get what he wants... and once he has it... you will be the only way he keeps it.

Then again you have to wonder, you being your brothers shadow might be holding him back. He might come to that conclusion in due time and then you are on your own all over again. He was on top of the world before his shadow came back into the picture.

You are nothing but blood to him Jack. He hated you coming back into his life and following him around like a little lost puppy and once he gets what he wants from you... you will be a lost puppy with no one to follow. He has made people disappear before, I am sure he could do it again.”

Two orange dots were seen in the distance getting closer and closer, before Kaylyn finally stepped out from the darkness.

“Unlike you, I have embraced the shadows, I have become one with the darkness. All people see when they look at me is a lost soul that was broken down by Legion and Synn. That is not who I am. I was not a lost soul that was broken, I was a soul shedding years of false persona to bring the real me to the surface. Instead of hiding behind the false persona I decided to embrace who I was deep down. I decided to show my true colors.

I have been where you are Jack. I know what it's like to live in someones shadow. When I was with Tyler I did everything in my power to make sure he stayed on top, and where did it get me? No where. I got to watch on the sidelines as he headlined. I got to do his dirty work for him... and right now, that's all you are to Jake. Someone to do his dirty work for him.

You need to learn to be a man Jack, and step out from the shadows. The sooner you do so, the better things will be for you. You can rise to greatness if you learn who you really are. Did you really not learn anything at all after doing time for Jake? He ruined your life.... it's about time you show him what you're really made of.

You don't have to be that little boy hiding behind his brother. You could be so much more if you stopped hiding and did what was best for you.

You might wonder what is going through my mind this week Jack, knowing that I have to face you now... and that I will be meeting your brother and you in the ring at Gold Rush. My thoughts are rather simple, go figure. This is nothing but a warm up. This is a practice run so to speak. This week I get to go into the ring and test your strengths and weaknesses, and because of that you should be afraid come Gold Rush. By the time Gold Rush gets here I will know the ins and outs on how to defeat you in the ring. This week is nothing more than child's play. I know you will go into the ring and give it your all, but for all you know I might toy with you instead. It would be in my best interest to not come at you full strength so that you don't know what you need to work on.

I wont be doing much to you this week Jack. You went through plenty at Hallowed Ground, and I want to make sure come Gold Rush you are at your best or close to it. I want no excuses when Legion and I walk into the ring and walk away after defeating the Juggalos. I have welcomed the darkness Jack. I have learned to appreciate who I really am. The sooner you do that, the better off you will be... until then, you will be picked apart little by little. Welcome to my world Jack. If you don't get enough of a glimpse into it this week, I will make sure at Gold Rush you know who I really am once and for all.”

Reborn 11-2-12

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:42:16 +0100

Things change inside ones head when they are broken. Once one becomes broken, it only takes little time and patience to reprogram them... and that is exactly what happened with Kaylyn. No sooner did her match with Legion end did she find herself broken and caving to their will. By the time she made it backstage she was already being reprogrammed, and it only continued from there. Her new sense of life and meaning was shown as she and Legion invaded the tag team champions and sent a message. She had felt it then, she had felt it when Synn sent a message to the man... and she felt it still now. She was free. Alive. And ready to play.

As the shackles came undone, and Kaylyn had been sent to go and play, she joyfully took off heading out of the church and into the darkness of the night. The cold night breeze had no effect on her as she walked through the streets of the bad neighborhood, as she felt nothing anymore, she was numb when it came to feeling much of anything unless she wanted to feel it. Passing by a storefront she stopped catching her own reflecting in the window. Her long brunette locks now had a pinkish purple tint at the lower half that brought a smirk upon her lips. A long sleeve black dress hugged her upper form, with a low V neck, and the bottom fluttered around her thighs. Her wrists had black spiked bracelets upon them both and her feet were adorned with her black Reebok's that she had loved no matter what.

After taking in her new look for her new life she turned her attention back to the street she had been walking along and passed by an alley where she heard male voices coming from. She stopped for a moment just at the end of the alley and knelt down acting as if she was picking up something she dropped. She made sure she had the attention of the men before standing up and continuing on, a grin forming on her face as she heard them coming up behind her, following her footsteps. She could hear them getting closer, and it only caused her grin to widen.

As she reached the next alleyway, they had caught up to her and shoved her into it. She stood there staring as she was pinned to the wall by one as the other watched for his own enjoyment.

"Bad thing's can happen to a lady when she is alone at night."

She heard the mans words and seen his hand moving towards her leg, she shook her head at him before speaking.

"You don't want to do that."

"You're in no position to tell anyone much of anything right now."

Kaylyn looked over to the other man that spoke and laughed softly. Just as she felt a hand upon her leg she spoke.

"That's what you think."

She laughed before bringing her knee up into the midsection of the man standing in front of her. Her arms lifted and she sent a hard elbow into his head keeping him away from her for a short moment so she could focus on the man who had just ran at her and put his hands around her throat. She moved her arms in and up between his hands before bringing them down hard upon his arms causing him to release his grip. She grabbed him by his shirt and tossed him into the wall head first before pulling him back and tossing him into it again opening his head up.

Before she knew it she was gripped from behind with her arms behind held behind her before she was pushed against the wall roughly. Kaylyn laughed before pushing her foot against the wall pushing him back slightly. Turning around with him still gripping her she gave herself enough room to quickly throw her weight forward sending the man over her head and onto his back. As he went to move Kaylyn dove onto him before sending her wrist roughly into his throat causing the bracelet spikes to puncture his skin. She laughed even more as she grabbed his head before slamming it into the ground repeatedly just as she had seen Synn do before.

Noticing the other man trying to crawl away she turned her attention towards him and tilted her head smirking as she pushed herself to a stand and walked towards him slowly just staring at him. Once she seen him starting to panic she lifted her foot into his abdomen roughly sending him flipping onto his back. Her foot continued to come down against his ribs rougher with each strike. As she looked down at the two laying there in their own blood struggling for air she had a sadistic laugh come upon her.

"I told you not to do it. You're lucky you're still breathing. Your blood is not on my hands. You have sinned, and you have paid for it. Welcome to hell, I hope you love the way it feels."

She laughed once more before running her fingers through her hair and along her dress straightening both out before stepping from the alleyway heading back the way she had once come.

"Their blood is not on my hands. No, their blood is on the hands of Rick and Kaito. You two have sinned, just like the men laying in the alley. They just happened to find their demise before you two did. Kaito, I don't have much to say to you. You and I have faced in the ring more than once, and we both have defeated the other. You might think you know me because you have been here this whole time, and seen the changes taking place, but remember something. You know nothing about me. I am not the woman who just stood there and let you take a beating from Dalco because you wanted to defend my honor. I am a woman who does the work myself. I have no fears now. No worries. You however... should be very afraid. You think I was bad before when I turned on you for defending me? That was nothing compared to what is going to happen in the ring come WarZone."

As she walked she kept an eye on her surroundings, just in case something else caught her eye.

"Rick Plant. You look at me and all you see is a woman who is shattered. A crazy person who has no idea who she is anymore. When you look at me, you don't see a threat, you see someone who you can easily get past in the ring, and that will be your downfall in the end. You are judging what you do not know Rick. Let me tell you a little about me... than, you can at least judge upon the truth, and not what you filled your head with.

What you have gathered your opinion from is that of a woman who had much on her mind. A woman who put focus on everything else going on in her life more than what she was doing in the ring. A woman who was defeated week in and week out because of her lack of focus. Her lack of caring. Lack of living. That no longer is who I am Rick. I have been reborn. I have found my new calling, and you will not like what you see.

You remember the last time you stepped into the ring with Legion? You remember that darkness that he made you see? That darkness that haunts you day and night to this day? That was just a taste Rick. I am going to remind you of exactly what you felt that first time in the ring with him. You were defeated in both body and mind. You seen the true evil that was inside him. I was fortunate enough to have Synn and Legion focus on me, and want me to join them. I know what true evil is. I am as such. And when we meet in the ring at WarZone, you too will be reminded of the True Evil that lives in this world.

You say that you have seen it all Rick, but you have not seen anything yet. You are set to go into the ring against a woman you have seen week in and week out be defeated by all... but that woman is long gone. Just like those men back there... they thought they had seen it all. They thought I was just like the others they had cornered before. They were wrong, and you will be too. Unlike them, you have a heads up of what is coming to you, they... had no warning at all. "

Kaylyn laughed and grinned before continuing.

You might have survived the initial delve into the darkness, but now it is time for you to get a full taste of what true evil and darkness are. This week, you and Kaito are going to meet your end. Darkness always wins in the end. Once you have been opened to it, there is no making it go away. It slowly eats at you until it consumes you and takes your soul."

Kaylyn stopped as a woman sitting on the street stopped her by asking for change. She turned her head towards the woman slowly before shaking her head. Without noticing it she found she had walked over to the woman and knelt down beside her.

"You should be ashamed of yourself. Living off of others because you are too lazy to get off your ass and work to earn your keep. You do not deserve the life you have been given. You have failed yourself, and you need a wake up call. You think I don't see what you do? You think I don't see the bottles laying around beside you? You take from others and feed your body with poison. This time... the poison will take you."

Kaylyn quickly grabbed one of the bottles and turned it upside down emptying it of its contents. The woman argued but Kaylyn paid her no mind. No sooner was the bottle empty, Kaylyn smashed it over the head of the woman and watched as she fell to the sidewalk laying there unconscious.

"Don't you worry. You will find your true place in this world very soon now. Your sins will give you new life... in hell. You see Rick, just like this woman, you too have abused alcohol and tried to use it to wash away your sorrows. You were just another man out there one drink away from ending up on the streets. Your past is full of alcohol issues, but you don't have to worry about walking on those pins and needles anymore. You don't need to worry about possibly crossing that line at all, because I am going to give you a little help and shove you over that line and into the depths of hell."

Kaylyn pushed herself to a stand before walking away without looking back or feeling any remorse for her actions.

"You boys have had a nice run, but this week you are stepping into the ring against Legion and myself... This is the beginning of the end for everyone that crosses our paths and you two.... you got the lucky straw to be the ones we send a message through. When we destroy you both in the ring this week, don't take it to heart. Your heads are on the chopping block... and what better way to show IWF what it's up against then to finish you both off? Welcome to the darkness boys. Good luck leaving with your soul in tack."

Kaylyn laughed as she finished speaking and pushed the doors open to the church she had last seen Synn and Legion in. Upon reaching them, Kaylyn knelt down in front of Synn before telling them of her evenings events. The smile on Synn's face said it all. Kaylyn was no longer the same woman at all. She was, without a doubt, a force to be reckoned with.

breaking down 10-29-12

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:41:38 +0100

OOC: Sorry it's not long, or the best.. this window in my room is about to blow in. I put two dressers in front of it and they are pushing away as well. I need to get out of here before it decides to fly at me.

A week ago.

"Over here!"

The two words were yelled by a male voice as he directed others to where Kaylyn had washed up onto shore. The male knelt down and placed his fingers to the neck of the brunette.

"Is there a pulse?" Asked by one of the others as they started to join him.

"Yeah, the pulse is there. Weak, but there."

As they continued to gather closer, Kaylyn started to open her eyes seeing nothing but blurs in front of her.

"Shhd this."

"She's speaking!" One of them exclaimed loudly.

"What is she trying to say?"

"Shh did this."

Kaylyn moved her hands to her sides before pushing herself up slowly, having some difficulty with the task.

"She did this. She made me do this."

"Who did?"

"She made me do this!"

Those there with her raised their eyebrows thinking she was insane and she said it once more.

"SHE DID THIS!" She pushed herself up to a stand before falling back a few steps as she got her balance. "SHE MADE ME DO IT!"

Present day.

"Hush little baby don't say a word..."

Kaylyn sat on a rocking chair with one foot curled under her, holding an infant in her hands, completely bundled in a small blanket. Her one foot continued to push against the ground keeping her rocking back and forth as she stared down at the bundle.

"I don't know how she knows. I don't know how he does either. How they found out that I lost you when no one was ever told about it. They have been trying to break me. Trying since day one... and so far I have prevailed. I am stronger than they first thought, and that worried them for a while... so what did they do? They upped the anti so to speak.

These two have been running havoc on my life for well over a month now, and I don't know how much more of it I can take.

I wanted this match with you to end everything once and for all... and now... I find myself regretting wanting to step into the ring with you. It's not really Legion vs. myself... it's myself vs. Legion and Synn. You have many advantages over me Legion, but it's not your height and weight advantage that I am worried about. I have been in that position many times before... it's Synn."

Kaylyn never once looked up from the bundle in her arms as she spoke.

"Synn stood there with a smile on her face as I continued to just watch as I took out everything I had on Legion, and not once did she make it stop. She controls what you do. If I get to her... I can stop you. Sad thing is... I don't know who is worse, her.. or you. You are someone who can be a threat, if on the wrong side of you, or a great asset if teamed with. You are a mystery and no one can figure it out. At the same time... you and Synn are people that no one, in their right mind, would want to be around.

We will meet in the ring, and one way or another, this is going to have to end soon. I can't take much more of it. I am about to break... and no one breaks me."

Kaylyn started to panic as the bundle in her arms started to become nothing but blood covered. Fear and panic were completely evident. The bundle went from bloody to drying up and becoming bones in a blanket causing Kaylyn to toss it onto the ground, halfway across the room. Kaylyn fell to the ground on her knees rocking back and forth screaming as she pulled at her hair.

"Make it stop! I'll do anything, just MAKE IT STOP!"

Kaylyn's head fell to the floor and she stayed there not moving trying to make it all go away.

Drowning 10-18-12

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:40:10 +0100

This week I find myself being booked against a newer talent. Not only am I going against a newer talent but I am at the opening of the show.... how fucking wrong is that? Have I gotten that bad recently that I am now an opener? I am not okay with that. I might have some things going on that have me a little fucked up but its not enough to distract me from what matters... and that is my career. I have put many things on hold... like a life outside of the business, just so I could get to where I am today... I will be damned if I am going to let Norman turn around and start booking me at the start of the show. You see... Lance might be in cahoots with his son Tyler again.. but I will not let that change the way things are. If anything, I have been there for Lance more than Tyler ever was... and sometimes blood is not thicker than water.

Anson Larue has something else coming to him this week. I am a woman on a mission. I have plenty to prove. You might have some things going on with Twist because of your attitude problem, but that had better be behind you when you step into the ring. I am not a member of the backstage staff. I am not some female who does not know how to get things done in the ring. I have been in this business for many years, and I know how to make things happen in the ring.

Your best bet Larue is to step into the ring and accept that you will be defeated. Walk away and realize its just another stepping stone and you will have to continue to learn to get better. Think of this match as a learning process for you kid... because that's what it should be. An attitude like yours will only get you enemies in this business kid, and what you dont want to make me... is an enemy. Step into the ring and give it your all. When its all said and done and I walk away with the win... just learn from it... because if you come at me running your mouth like you did with Twist... I can promise that I will make your life a living hell.

Not many people can say they got to beat on a monster and walk away from it untouched. It wasn't something that Kaylyn wanted to brag about however... it was more so something that she couldn't understand. Growing up Kaylyn lived knowing that if a woman was with enough nerve to strike a male, she had better expect to be smacked back. All was fair in love and war. The fact that Legion just stood there and didn't do a damn thing back to her was unfathomable. She knew it had everything to do with Synn too. Synn was the reason he didn't touch her at all.. and the why was something she did not understand.

Taking a week to clear her thoughts seemed like a good idea... just take off and not tell anyone where she was going. However, her thoughts still clouded her mind the entire time. Driving back home she groaned as it started to pour and pulled over along the edge of the bridge leaving her lights on. A soft sigh came from the brunette before she let her head fall to rest on the wheel.

*FlashBack Hours Before*

"Well this is a bit of a surprise. The last time I seen you I was being told to leave the hospital room. What do you want Kaylyn?"

Kaylyn laughed as she stood in the doorway to her fathers house. Derrick Kilborn was someone she had only seen once since being a child and moving out with her aunt and uncle. It was someone she never wanted to see and he surprised her showing up at the hospital after her sister Lilith had blindsided her to take her out of competition. "Oh come on now Dad." Kaylyn said the word with much disdain "No love shown for your baby girl?" Kaylyn laughed and shook her head before walking past him and entering his apartment without waiting for his okay to do so.

"Well sure, come on in Kaylyn. Make yourself at home."

"I don't think you really expected me to wait for you to offer now did you? Look, can we just pretend to be a happy family for a minute here? Sit down and have some small talk Derrick... It wouldn't kill you."

Realizing he had no choice in the matter he closed the door before moving through the room and taking a seat on a chair across from his daughter. "So Kaylyn... How's life?"

"Fucking amazing dad. Got a match this week against some blue angel or whatever. Looking forward to it. I am sure you know all about me though and whats been going on. I guess I should ask you how things are..."

"Things are fine here. I am surprised you're not with Tyler right now."

"What? I haven't been with Tyler for a while now Derrick."

"Sorry, I stopped paying attention to what was going on after Lilith left."

Kaylyn sat there and shook her head while her hands slowly went to either side and gripped at her hair.

"What do you mean you stopped paying attention? Did you ever give a damn about me Derrick? I swear once mom got pregnant with that little cunt everyone pushed me aside completely. Where is she now Derrick?! Where is your precious Lilith? She lost her fucking job and became a nobody. She was and will always be nothing. Still... it's her you care about."

Derrick was silent for a moment before speaking and changing the topic back to Tyler. "So what happened with you and Tyler than?"

Kaylyn stood up quickly, shoving the table over in the process. "Don't act like you give a damn Derrick! If I had things my way I would be with Tyler right now. You want to know what happened? Just like you.... just like Mom... he went away. He walked away and never looked back. Are you happy now? Is that what you wanted to hear? Do you like the fact that everyone keeps pushing me away? Are you enjoying seeing me falling apart? THIS IS YOUR FAULT DERRICK!" Kaylyn moved past him and out the door slamming it behind her. Derrick sat there not saying a word and not moving to clean anything at all.

*End Flashback*

Kaylyn shook her head as she sat up. She didn't want to think about her time with Derrick Kilborn. She only went to see him because she had been lonely, and he couldn't turn her down... not without a fight. Ha, her... lonely. Not something she would admit to anyone aloud. Her loneliness is what caused her to dig the doll out of the garage in the first place. So many times she needed someone to talk to... someone to be there for her, and no one was there. No one cared.

Her thoughts were getting to her and her fist came down on the wheel before her head fell back against the seat. Tears started to fall from her eyes before she even knew they were forming. Holding her head back she stared up at the ceiling while wiping under her eyes stopping the emotions from showing. Taking a deep breathe Kaylyn went to pull away but something in the road caught her eye. Turning off the engine Kaylyn tilted her head as she stared out into the storm.

"Mom?"

Kaylyn moved her hand to the door and opened it before stepping out into the pouring rain. Leaving the door opened she stepped forward to the open arms of her mother who was standing before her. Kaylyn held her mom, felt her standing there.... but how? Pulling back from her Kaylyn shook her head.

"Am I dreaming?"

"No baby. You're not."

"Than how? You're dead."

"You needed me, so I am here."

"Why now? You were never here for me before. It was always the baby. You stopped caring for me the second you got pregnant with her... and she killed you while giving birth to her."

"I am sorry you have felt this way all this time Kaylyn... but that is not how it was. There is so much more that you don't know about. You were too young to understand."

"Don't give me that shit. You never cared and I will never forgive you for that."

"You will understand some day. Until then, I will take care of Kevin for you... or have you forgotten all about him?"

The name took Kaylyn off guard and she stood there stunned for a moment as her mother started to fade away in the distance. Shaking her head she ran after her.

"Wait... Mom wait!"

Kaylyn ran faster before tripping and falling forward into the railing along the edge of the bridge. Unable to stop herself she went over and fell into the current below. Upon contact Kaylyn was pulled deeper into the pool of water, and was struggling to get above for air. While struggling a baby showed before her and she stopped struggling, reaching out for Kevin, until she blacked out.

A pregnant Kaylyn had never wanted to stop and put her career on hold just because she found out she was currently with child. Two months along when she found out, she figured she could continue to wrestle until she started to show, and all would be well. She was foolish and when she lost the baby she took time off to put it behind her.... but it never went away. The fact that she caused her own child's death has continued to haunt her to this day... and she made sure never to tell a soul about it.

....And might not ever have the chance.

"Over here!"

The two words were yelled by a male voice as he directed others to where Kaylyn had washed up onto shore. The male knelt down and placed his fingers to the neck of the brunette.

"Is there a pulse?" Asked by one of the others as they started to join him.

Going Overboard 10-2-12

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:39:21 +0100

Kaylyn laid there relaxing as the hand of another continued to run through her hair keeping her calm. Each stroke relaxed her even more and she closed her eyes as she spoke.

"I don't know what to make of any of this. I think I need to just forget everything and get back to how I was when I first entered the business. I had my head on straight. I was able to keep my focus. Biggest thing of all.. I didn't have dolls and children to worry about. At the same time... I had someone to talk to back then... I had Heather, I had Tyler... now... I have no one but myself. I don't know if I can keep going like this... its like... I'm all alone, and I don't like that very much.

Look what happened last week! I was jumped by Jackson and left to lay in my own blood... can I blame him for doing it? No. Not really. At the same time... I fully plan to do so. You see Jackson, he had no right to put his hands on me. Stephanie is a big girl, she can handle her own issues. Honestly, it was a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time.... and now... its so much more. I felt some remorse for attacking Stephanie, but after seeing the replay of last week, and the joy on her face as she stood back and watched.... it's just going to make next time so much more enjoyable.

See, Jackson fucked up now. He should have just walked away and realized that I am unstable right now and can not be held responsible for my actions... instead he chose revenge. Ah, revenge... its a wonderful and hateful thing. He should have taken the high road... walked away and let it go. Instead he wants to play... and he must know... I am wanting to play."

Kaylyn turned from her side and went to lay on her back, looking up at Synn as she continued to talk. Synn stayed silent and continued to run her hand through Kaylyn's hair listening to her every word.

"Surely he is smart enough to know that the daughter of Jensen Cussen can handle her own right? I mean, is it possible to be such a great wrestler and not teach your offspring how to defend themselves? Then again as close as they seem to be, Cussen is probably up her ass whenever he is not in the ring, and when he can't be... Jackson is there. No wonder Jackson is so protective of her. Anything happens to her it's on him.

Looks like Jackson is going to have his hands full."

Kaylyn laughed softly and smirked up at Synn.

"Yeah, these games will be fun. I think Jackson is the perfect person for me to step into the ring with this week. Not only will he get paid back for attacking me last week and leaving me to lay there in my own blood, he will see what happens when you get on my bad side. Mental or not... on my bad side is where no one wants to be... and with no one stopping me from doing anything to hurt him..... Let's just say he had better start praying.

He needs to pray to whatever god it is he worships, and even then it might not be enough to save him. Does that maggot in training really think he has a shot in the ring against me? He can catch me at my worst and it still wouldn't make a difference. Jackson might have gotten the upper hand when he jumped me in the back, but this week he has to step into the ring with me... and just like before, I will come out victorious... one way or another."

Synn's hand moved from Kaylyn's hair and a glimpse of something reflecting the light caused Kay to move her head to see what it was just in time to see the knife that Synn is never without coming across her neck.

Kaylyn jumped up and gasped for air, not realizing people were around her at first. Starting to come to she pulled off the oxygen mask she was wearing and tossed it to the ground before pushing people away. Looking around the room she seen empty pill bottles opened around where she was laying moments before.

"What the hell is wrong with me? When did I choose this path for my life?"

Please stop Twitching! 9-25-12

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:38:17 +0100

Knuckles were white as a ghost as Kaylyn stood there gripping the edge of the bathroom sink while staring into the mirror in front of her. Rocking back and forth with her head twitching every few seconds almost seeming to be coming naturally. Her brown locks hung ragged around her face looking like they were soaked in grease, and her expression was a blank stare. She stood there silent for a long time.

Silence.

Silence.

Silence.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

Kaylyn's hands rose to her head, and she gripped at her hair pulling at it while screaming out loud, the echo vibrating off the walls. After a long scream her hands came falling back down to the side of the sink hard, the loud smacking being very clear. The twitching continued, and Kaylyn's breathing had gotten really deep. She went back to staring once more, leaning left, leaning right, and straightening out once more.

"Who the hell are you?"

She lost all sense of who she was anymore. She was never the girly girl, but she did take care of herself growing up always making sure she looked good and was healthy in all senses of the word. She used to give a damn about her appearance and cared about what other people thought of her. Now... she didn't even recognize the person she looked at in the mirror.

"Is that such a bad thing?"

Kaylyn tilted her head again and looked through the mirror to the side of her at an angle seeing her doll standing there against the wall.

"Why would it be a good thing? Not knowing who I am anymore doesn't get me anywhere. Lately, all I have been doing is tripping out about some little kid wielding a knife and trying to freak me out. Why the hell am I letting some stupid little bitch get to me? She is nothing. She can't hurt me! I can't stand this shit. I have got to get a hold of myself. She is a kid, she can not do anything to hurt me."

Kaylyn stared into the mirror hard before looking into it a little closer. Out of no where she jumped back as the image of Synn came into the mirror, knife and doll in hand. Synn was saying something but Kaylyn couldn't hear a word of it. As the view changed Kaylyn was seen laying there against the floor having knocked her head on the wall when she fell back.

Ring.

"Ugh... shut up already."

Kaylyn went to push herself up, groaning as she did so and her hand went to her head, feeling a nice little lump. She thought for a moment before she quickly turned and looked up at the mirror. Nothing there. Pushing to a stand she slowly inched forward, peeking and tip toeing as if it was going to help her see through the mirror.

"Just a dream... Ha. It was just a dream."

"No, it wasn't."

"It.... wasn't?"

"No, Synn was watching for a while before she grew bored it seemed."

Kaylyn shuttered before walking out of the room grabbing her doll by the arm and slamming the door behind her making sure it was shut tight. That room was going to be off limits for a while.

"I have to get rid of all the mirrors in this house. All of them. Not a single mirror can stay. She can't get me. Can't find me. I need to hide... where can I hide?!"

"Relax, weren't you just saying she was just a kid that couldn't hurt you?"

"Well yeah... that was also before she came through the mirror with a fucking knife you idiot."

Kaylyn tossed the doll onto the bed before plopping down on it herself and crossing her legs in front of her.

"I can't keep thinking about her. I have other things to worry about... like... Kaito... I have to face him in the ring this week."

"At least there is history there."

"Sure there is history there. He and I met in another fed, nothing major, then had a run in a few times here. At least he learned to stay out of my business."

"Did he really learn, or did he get sidetracked with his own problems?"

"Oh he learnt, I am sure of that. If he didn't, he would probably have gone running when Legion stepped behind me in the ring. How did I fuck things up so bad to where I have so many people turned against me?"

"You moved on and did what you had to do."

"Yeah... look where it got me. In case you haven't noticed... I was better off when I was with "

"Don't even say it. You have enough to worry about right now, don't bring him into it."

"Right. You're right. So, Kaito... any pointers?"

"Sure, get in the ring and end the match as quick as possible so Synn has no time to make her way out there."

"Damn it! Why did you have to bring her into this again.."

Kaylyn pulled her legs up and hugged them to her as she rocked back and forth.

"You know... Dorothy had no clue what she was talking about.... There's no place like home... everywhere feels like hell now a days."

"Too bad that's just how Synn and Legion want it."

Kaylyn jumped off the bed backing to the wall looking at her doll.

"Yo... You know what they want? You're... working with... them!?"

Wait.... wasn't there a phone ringing somewhere?

FODINA (Mine) 9-17-12

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:36:49 +0100

Kaylyn laid there with her eyes closed in a deep sleep. Little by little she started to wince, her eyes closing tighter and tighter as a tear pushed past her closed eye slits. Her body turned from left to right as she struggled in her sleep, her struggle both from the pain and restraints.

"Stop! No! Please! Make it stop!!"

Kaylyn's eyes opened wide, terror shown clearly in them. She had not gotten much sleep at all, and when she finally did... this is what happened. Looking down to her stomach she seen the blood splatters forming quite clearly as if someone was taking a knife to her stomach, and her shirt was soaking up the thick red liquid.

"Stop! Please! I'll do anything!!"

A nurse ran in hearing her screams, followed by a shot being pushed into her arm. Within moments Kaylyn was knocked out and tears continued to come from her even in her medicated sleep while the carving into her stomach continued. The red color was continuing to grow on her shirt and it was noticed finally by the nurse. Her shirt being lifted showed the word MINE in bright red sliced into her skin deep enough to scar, but not deep enough to damage any internal organs.

Pressing the button on the wall the nurse spoke "Send a doctor in here. We have a situation."

Within moments the doctor came into the room and seen the reason he was called into the room. Both looked at Kaylyn who was knocked out on the bed before the doctor shook his head and spoke. "There is more to this one then we know about. Pull her chart again, there has to be something we might have missed that can explain this."

Days went by with nothing happening outside of Kaylyn screaming for her doll that was taken from her as she entered the hospital. A contract had been signed, stating that she would be helped and released for the shows every week as long as she was monitored while there. She didn't care. No one could tell her what was wrong with her. Nothing was wrong. She wasn't crazy. No one else knew what was going on. That was the only problem. It wasn't her fault they couldn't hear her mini me.

Kaylyn had been given her doll and sat on the bed with her back to the room facing the wall with the doll in her lap whispering back and forth as a nurse was in the room keeping record of what was going on. Kaylyn finally had enough and turned her head to speak.

"I'm not crazy you know. I don't know what you all think, but maybe you should get your head out of your ass and realize that not everyone is the same. You're jealous aren't you! That's what it is. You're all jealous because you don't have someone who only talks to you and no one else. You see, everyone is different. Everyone has things that happen to them and the thing is... being able to work through it and move past it to be able to do things in your every day life still. Like my opponents this week.

Jack Jeckel... he is a man that took the blame for someone else's crimes. He held that burned, and did the time, and every day he sat there continuing to let it eat away at him. Sure, he was able to move on with his everyday life... but it continued to eat away at him before he lost it.

Then we have Jake, he too had to sit there every day knowing that Jack was holding a secret and could expose it to the world at any moment in time... and that is just what he did too. Poor Jake.. he learned to never trust anyone with a secret, not even family. Have to admit... Jake did a lot while holding that secret in. Hell, he destroyed a lot of lives. His best bet would have been to just tell the world long before Jake came back into the picture. Instead he worried... and destroyed everyone because of everything that was running through his head. All that anger at the possibility of the secret ever coming out had him doing all kinds of crazy things.

This isn't about Jack and Jake though... that doesn't matter so much. You see, this week they have to partner up in the ring. I can't say that they will, or wont succeed.... they could work together if they wanted to. Honestly... they might very well succeed... because I don't think I want to show up to the ring."

"Why might that be?"

Kaylyn was silent for a moment, having turned her attention back to her mini me. After thinking things over, or so it seemed, she turned her attention back to the nurse.

"Either you live under a rock, or you are not a fan of wrestling. Either way.. I will fill you in. This.... thing... that's the only word I can use came into the IWF. People join all the time, but this monster Legion joins... and his thing decided she wanted his attention to be focused on me. Why me?! I still don't know the answer to that. She walks around carrying a knife... had a doll that I thought was mine and sliced it to shreds in front of me... she even showed up during my match last week... I can't complain too much about that because I won... but.... GET THIS!... she says we are going to be friends forever.

I don't want to be friends with her! She scares me. I wouldn't mind playing candyland, or monopoly. Having a little tea party even... but being friends with someone wielding a knife at all times... HELLO! I watched Chucky. PASS.

To make matters worse... I have to team with Legion this week... Um.... Where Legion is... the THING is too. Oh.. her name is Synn. She keeps saving me it seems... sorta, kinda, maybe? But... I don't know what to expect from her. I mean... Legion wanted to end me in the ring even.. and Synn stopped him. She actually stopped him! But... why? I don't understand it... I mean... She stopped that... but shredded what I thought to be my dolly right in front of me... I just... I can't do it...

Keep me here... don't let me leave this week. Make me stay and miss the show!"

"Sorry Kaylyn, when you signed the agreement you had your own revisions made. We can't go back on that now."

"You have to. Make it happen. Don't make me go! Think of it this way... even if I was to go it wouldn't make a difference... I'm just a little girl in the men's ring. And let me tell you... it's a dog eat dog world out there."

Breaking Point 9-11-12

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:35:41 +0100

There comes a time in everyone's life when they finally say that they have had enough... and Kaylyn was getting to that point before she even realized what was going on. Sitting in the corner of the room, with her arms wrapped around her knees rocking back and forth staring into the distance had become an all day every day thing lately and she didn't even realize she was doing it.

"Can't let it happen. Wont let him do it. They can't. Wont."

Her eyes seemed bloodshot, and her hair was unkept and oily looking. Her attire was wrinkled white sweat shorts and a white tank top that was just as unkept. It seemed like she was taking less time to take care of herself then anything now, and for those that knew her... it was not who she was at all.

"Just wanted to have fun. Not her fun. That's mean fun. Just wanted to play. Maybe a tea party with dolly and teddy? No, can't do that. Knife is bad. Knife no come to dolly."

Kaylyn's head came to rest on her knees as she continued to rock back and forth, her words becoming a bit muffled as she spoke again.

"Don't know what to do... must get help."

Kaylyn pushed herself to a stand and a knife fell from her lap onto the floor making a clatter. On her right thigh were two long carves with blood dried up around them. Maybe she knew exactly what the knife to her dolly would feel like after all.

Hours later Kaylyn stood there showered and changed looking rather normal once more... minus the lack of sleep look that was still rather apparent. Walking up to the desk at the doctors office she held the doll in her arms, hugging it, while signing in.

Sitting down she waited until she heard her name called and jumped up happy go lucky skipping to the back of the office before the door closed and she was asked the reason for her visit.

"I can't sleep. I keep seeing dolly with a boo boo so I got one too to see how it feels. It hurt. I can't let them do it. I can't let them hurt her!"

"Kaylyn... calm down for a moment. Let me get the doctor in here to talk to you and see if he can help you out."

The nurse walked away and Kaylyn pushed herself onto the table sitting there swinging her legs back and forth giggling as she did so. When the doctor came in he put something into his pocket and Kaylyn looked up a bit too late to see it. A smile on his face got him one returned before she stopped kicking her feet... or... tried to.

"How can I help you today Kaylyn? The nurse said you are having a hard time sleeping?"

Kaylyn nodded her head up and down with eyes wide and a smile on her face, the nurse came in while she was doing such closing the door behind her.

"Tell me what's keeping you up if you can?"

"They want to hurt her! She showed up with a knife and sliced my dolly up. But I ran away and dug until I seen that it wasn't my dolly at all and it was another one! She got the wrong dolly! But... she want's mine. She wants to take it from me. I don't want to let her go! I need my dolly. I like my dolly!"

The doctor raised a brow but smiled softly nodding at her.

"I see. The nurse mentioned you had a...." He stopped and thought for a second, before using the words Kaylyn had before. ".. a boo boo. Care to tell me what happened there and let me take a look at it?"

"Oh that!" Kaylyn put her doll on the table behind her before raising the fabric of her shorts so the cuts were showing on her right thigh. "They sliced the dolly. I wanted to see if it hurt. I wanted to know what dolly would feel like if they really got her. It hurts! A knife hurts! I can't let them do that to her! Help me hide her doc! You got to help me!"

"I will help you Kaylyn. I am sure I can help."

He stepped closer to her, the nurse staying close by. Kaylyn was oblivious to what was going on. As he examined the slicing on her leg, and seen the depth of them he spoke.

"Kaylyn, it looks like you did some damage here. I am going to have to fix that up for you. You understand you could have really hurt yourself right?"

"I HAD TO! I had to know how dolly would feel! I am fine now. I just need sleep. I think I will take dolly home and fix this on my own. You talk to much doc."

Before Kaylyn could move from the table the nurse and doctor were both holding her back and the doctor reached into his pocket pulling out a needle. Uncovering it he stuck it into her arm and she screamed to be let go before becoming woozy and fading off.

When Kaylyn awoke it was to find herself strapped down to a bed in the hospital. She groaned and pulled at the straps getting irked as they didn't budge.

"Damn it. What's going on here! Where is my dolly! I need my dolly!"

A nurse came in with a needle in hand. Cleaning a spot off on Kaylyn's arm she injected the medication and Kaylyn winced before calming down. Laying her head back on the pillow she sighed before speaking.

"All I wanted was my dolly."

Her voice was that of a child who was about to burst into tears. The nurse looked down at her before nodding towards a chair at the far side of the room.

"She is over there on the chair. She won't go anywhere."

The nurse went to leave and Kaylyn smiled happily looking at the chair. She was silent for a while before nodding her head.

"I understand. I know what they are planning to do, but that's not an issue. I can get out of it. What I need to worry about is my match against Jackson this week. Kids not going to be a joke. He is being trained by Cussen, so I know it's going to be hell in the ring."

"Just because he was trained by him, doesn't mean he knows enough just yet."

"That is true, but I won't know until I get in the ring, and I refuse to sit back and let him blind side me with gold in the ring and I am thinking he is only bronze worthy. Understand? This is something I have to go into full force. I have been slacking in the ring lately and I am starting to piss myself off with it."

"You think too much about it. Just have fun."

"Have fun? Have fun while someone is bashing my body into the canvas? Have fun while seeing you being torn to shreds?!"

"But I wasn't."

"YOU COULD HAVE BEEN! IT COULD HAVE BEEN YOU!"

"Quiet down! Do you want them to shoot you up again damn it!?"

"Well... it's kinda fun when I get the fuzzy brain. Feel awesome for thirty seconds before knocking out."

"If you are knocked out you won't know what to do when you step into the ring with Jackson."

"Sure I will. He will be so worried about impressing Stephanie that he will over do it and I will catch him when he fails. I got this. I have this one in the bag."

Outside the room the nurses had been listening to the conversation and called a doctor over who was listening as well.

"Who is she talking to?"

"That is a good question. She was asking about the doll just before I stepped out."

"The doll huh?" The doctor looked over to the chair before nodding his head. "The doll has to go. Give her 10cc's and the second she falls asleep make it happen. I want to see how she reacts when it's not around. Keep her on twenty four hour observation for right now."

After a few minutes the nurse returned once more while Kaylyn was speaking and Kaylyn stopped talking right away looking at her with a frown.

"Don't you knock?"

"Sorry Miss Evans. Just coming in to give the medication the doctor ordered."

"She is putting you to sleep."

"Don't you do it. I am sick of laying down in this bed. I have things to do."

"Doctors orders."

The nurse injected Kaylyn just as she was speaking.

"But I don't want to go to lala land..."

Within moments she was knocked out before the nurse walked away, taking the doll from the room with her.

Game Over 9-5-12

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:34:39 +0100

I can't do this any more. I mean... I feel like I am out of my element. I feel like my time as a wrestler has come to an end. It's the same old song and dance week in and week out, and nothing is changing. I am not growing... if anything, I am getting weaker. I should be growing in the ring, I should be learning from my mistakes and getting back into the ring able to overcome my opponents the next time around... and that's just not how it works.

This week... I go against Neville... someone I have been in the ring with many times before. Someone I should know how to defeat by now... and still... I find myself not knowing what to do to get a win. It's like everything has changed for me, and not for the better.

Neville and I have done this little song and dance once too many, and I am tired of it to be honest. He called me out though... so I accepted. I am never one to back down from a fight, and all should know that by now. You wanted one last battle, and you are getting it. I want nothing more after this from you Neville. I am quite frankly done when it comes to you.

You are like a leech Neville, you just stay there sucking the life out of someone until they have nothing left to give anymore. You have been here since the day I entered the federation, and you wont go away. It's not like I am even asking for you to leave the business, I just want you away from me completely. There is no need for my name to come out of your mouth at all let alone for you to look my way or speak to me.

You wondered why I never had anything nice to say when it comes to you, but you don't stop to think about how this all started do you? It all started when you opened your mouth thinking I was a little whore like some of the other bitches that have come around.... Just because one might be... doesn't mean we all are. The sooner you realize that, the better.

Our personal lives have nothing to do with this business, and what we do in the ring. If they did, most of us would not be here. To top it off, all these fuckers go around talking about STD this and that.... grow the fuck up and realize if any of that were true, I wouldn't be here today. I would have never been hired. Guess it makes you boys feel superior though don't it. Have to talk some kind of trash and make me seem like a piece of shit before you step into the ring with me. Have to do anything you can because if I happen to get the win... you will need all that pre-boosting to help get past the loss to a female.

Sure I might not get many wins when in the ring, but shit happens. I am not going out there saying I will win it week in and week out either. I know I might not be near half as good as most here... but there is one thing... I keep coming back no matter what. I have courage. Spirit. And a hell of a lot of fight in me.

You want to get rid of me Neville? You will have to do a lot more than make a stipulation to keep me from going after the title. Sure, I might not be fighting you again any time soon.... but I wont be going anywhere. You might have put on your big boy pants and stopped yourself from attacking back last week... but that means nothing to me. Its one thing to put the big boy pants on, its another to keep them there. Lets see how long you can hold your fuse Neville. Lets see if you have it in you to stop that fire that is burning inside you from taking over and engulfing you in its flame.

How much energy would that take from you Neville? Have you thought about that at all? You want to keep your cool but that will take a lot of energy out of you. You have to wonder if it's best to do that. Is it really worth putting all that energy into keeping your cool and not lashing out, when you could use it fighting me instead.

I know that cast shot to the head isn't all you had in you. I know its not enough to take out all the frustrations of me putting you in that cast in the first place. I am begging you Neville.... please.... give me your best shot. Don't hold anything back and give it your all. Give me the punishment you believe I deserve. Or wait.... are you not man enough to do that?

We all know you are man enough to hit a woman, so step up and do it again. I really want you to bring everything you got to the ring with you. I don't want you to say you didn't give it your all, or think that I didn't give it mine either. This here... is the match that ends it all for a long time to come. After this.... we are done. There will be no more Neville verses Kaylyn. When I see you, I don't plan to acknowledge you, and I pray you do the same.

The end of this is here Neville.... and whoever walks out with the Warzone title on their waste has bested us in the end. Whether it be you or me... I don't want to see you again... and if you decide to get in my way.... Good Luck Neville. You will fucking need it. Step in the ring and be ready for a battle to the finish. It's now game over.

Change is needed 8-28-12

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:33:59 +0100

Kaylyn might not have been at Warzone last week, but she did indeed watch everything from the comfort of her room. She seen her opponents debut, and seen the challenge made by Neville. Everything about the show was a laugh to her. Even watching DDT taking out Corvin was entertaining.. but right now, she was anything but entertained.

"Will you shut it! I need to think."

"I can help you."

"You are staying put come Warzone. I refuse to bring you there this week."

"Do you doubt me?"

"No damn it. I doubt myself! I can't be worried about her getting her hands on you and focus on the match. It just wont happen. Please, just trust me here. You need to stay home this week."

"Look at me Kaylyn."

It was not a request, it was a demand and Kaylyn knew it. She turned to stare at her doll and her eyes glazed over. Not a good thing. Not at all. Kaylyn was avoiding this, had been avoiding it for some time, but she was losing control.

When Kaylyn next spoke, it was not her own voice that was heard, it was a female voice, but with a darker tone to it.

"I have been praying it would come to this. Kaylyn was getting weak, she knew she needed help, and when everyone cast her aside, it was me who she came looking for. Funny how she came running to me knowing how I could easily get into her mind, and control her very being. She was lonely, she needed a friend, and now.... I am the one who will be doing the talking from here on out.

Kaylyn was not lying when she said she was out for blood. No, she knew she had to step up her game or I could, and would take over. She failed miserably, and the cast to the head by Neville... that was the last straw. I let her play her games. I let her think I was on her side and wouldn't take control, but now... it's my turn to play."

Kaylyn didn't blink. Stood there dumbfounded for the most part before moving and going to sit on the couch. Her steps were uncanny. Every move was statue like.

"You see, this week Kaylyn is set to step into the ring with a Monster, and his little pipsqueak princess shall probably be with him. Hate to break it to you princess, but you will not be taking me from her. I have much more in store for Kaylyn before I decide to let her go. Now if you will excuse me... I have some work to do... getting full control of a stubborn brat is not as easy as you might think."

-Days Later-

"Monsters are things we think about a lot as children... and we grow up and realize that they are only myths. So tell me Legion, what is it I am supposed to be afraid of here? Things that go bump in the night are not of worries to me. Knives, sticks, stones.... they are nothing. Please, tell me what it is I should be afraid of because surely you want me to fear you.

I hate to break it to you, but you will not get the mind game advantage over me. I can't be fooled by such things. Now, lucky for you, unlike in past times... I am not worried about the other things going on with me right now... my sole focus is on Warzone and my match. Everything else can wait until later.

You see Legion... you are a big man stepping into the ring with someone who is very quick and flexible. My height and weight might be against me in this match, but my skill might just have me getting the upper hand.

You have one thing going for you however.... you and your demons all have a common goal... you want my soul... Hate to break it to you all, but... my soul is already taken. No soul, no heart. You can not get what isn't there. I no longer care about my actions and the hurt and pain they might cause. As far as I am concerned, people will get what is coming to them, and its coming soon. I have a list, and so far you are not on it Legion, you just happen to be another opponent that I have to step into the ring with.

You should be lucky that I don't have anything against you just yet. You are nothing to me so far, and it's best you keep it that way. My mind is not here anymore. I wont hesitate if you get in my way to turn around and destroy you. This match... is just that. A match and nothing more. Stay on my good side, it's the safest place to be.

Remember, I said I was out for blood.... right now, just be lucky it is not your own."

OOC: I apologize, I know I am letting a lot of people down with this RP, myself included. I can't think. I started it right after reading Legions early this week and still nothing is coming to me. My brain seems to be at a standstill and I don't know how to get past it. I thought about taking some time off to regroup, but I decided against it because I didn't want to miss out on anything or change anything that was being worked towards.